Man after 3 nights of not really sleeping I've got the video done to a level in time. It's going to get more work done to it, but its cool for now.
I played basketball last night and i think i always seem to get what i think is called Exercises Headaches combined with the headache i already had from no sleep and staring at a computer so long. On top of that i didn't eat as i rushed to the bball courts after the freeroll so last night i was half dead. My head was POUNDING, i had an ass cramp and it hurt to look at the screen. BUT i got it DONE! ill upload it for you to see.
When it comes to headaches i am a little girl, i get so paranoid and have always had this fear of having a tumor or some crazy shit in my brain when i get really bad migraines. It's so annoying that i get them playing basketball and after they get worse and worse and sometimes carry on to the next day. I first thought it was because i was getting sweat in my eyes but i prevented that and it still happens. I read about it last night and it says might be exercises headaches. That sucks.
I'm also not keen on pills like pain killers and stuff so I'm against using them. It's for a number of reasons, mostly because i heard it stays in your system for a long time and the more you take it the more you depend on it which makes you need bigger dosages after a while. Last night though i would of killed for a painkiller but there wasn't any around.
Mr Black suggested we take a walk. We were hoping to find comebuy open at 3 in the morning but unfortunately it was closed and we ended up at 7/11. We were queuing up and this manly looking women was next to me and SUDDENLY she shouted some crazy stuff at the cashier. And they started arguing and at that point my head felt like it was going to blow up.
So we got back home and my headache was worse. I thought id rest a little but as soon as i lay down I seriously felt like i was dying. So i gave up on taking a rest.
Any way i worked relentlessly through the early hours of which was now morning and was getting things finalised 5 minutes before i had to leave to the tournament.
My headache was still pretty bad but had calmed down a little, i had that hungry kinda sickly feeling in my stomach you, well i normally get when i don't sleep and was feeling drowsy. I got to the tournament and was a bit late but only lost a few hundred. I was experimenting and played without looking at my hands. It worked, in fact i tripled up. Then i just felt so lazy and started doing stupid stuff which lead me to losing. I should of tried to stay alert but it just didn't happen.
I have this thing about giving change, i find it gives me bad luck. When i play home games i always get bitched at for refusing to give change. But come to think of it its true. I only started playing bad and losing after i had to buy all the 25 chips for the chip raise! PROOF lol
any way I'm going to just chill and catch some early z's. I need my rest so i will be alert for the tournament tomorrow. We are entering the 150 k guarantee tournament which starts at 2 in the afternoon. Pray for some GOT RICE victory!
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Friday, February 20, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Frequently Asked Questions
Still designing stuff. Trying to animate a video and its a long process, by tomorrow to show people of full tilt. Its a good thing I'm used to putting myself in situations where i have to work under a lot of pressure. Just need to put all the glam together and show how we will present ourselves in the poker scene. Il upload a few more pics for you to see. I'm soooooo tired and i had this realllly BAD headache past few days. I'm always so paranoid when i have headaches.
Also congrats to Jade for wining a tourney last night on full tilt can check out her blogs at www.jadepoker.blogspot.com.
Some times people chasing a goal, especially in my type of situation have brief moments where they could have possible doubts, start to miss all their family and friends or just start to feel scared. It's normal for anyone, no matter how small, or large that goal is. And if you can answer the questions that come to mind at that moment, you are going to succeed.
What am i doing this for?
What am i doing?
Is it worth all this trouble?
Can i succeed?
But then there are questions that cant be answered
I wonder what bobs doing back home?
I wonder what mums cooking?
But when your going for gold these type of questions can wait. If you stray off too much or too long then you have to wait longer! Everyone misses something they sacrifice during their journey, but that's character building and this is how you force yourself to grow. Even someone like me has a soft spot for home I MISS MY DOG! but i just try to keep myself busy and continue being constructive so suki isn't without me for nothing. And when i get back i can get her whatever treats she likes. It's the same principle even if your around friends, you just have to miss a few nights out. If they are real friends they'll understand and once your done you can really have some fun. That's why the friends i have maybe few but are like family and it makes it even harder now im so far away. But i have all their support and that keeps me going and that's what is going to drive me to SUCCCCCEEEEEDDDDD!!!!!
Go for whatever you want and take the bull by the horns. The harder you hit the bigger the result. And don't go into war with a blunt sword! Don't rob yourself from taking a bow, you are the designer and creator of your show, and realise your the only one with the real power to destroy it. It's in YOUR HANDS!
Take A Bow - Leona Lewis
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Also congrats to Jade for wining a tourney last night on full tilt can check out her blogs at www.jadepoker.blogspot.com.
Some times people chasing a goal, especially in my type of situation have brief moments where they could have possible doubts, start to miss all their family and friends or just start to feel scared. It's normal for anyone, no matter how small, or large that goal is. And if you can answer the questions that come to mind at that moment, you are going to succeed.
What am i doing this for?
What am i doing?
Is it worth all this trouble?
Can i succeed?
But then there are questions that cant be answered
I wonder what bobs doing back home?
I wonder what mums cooking?
But when your going for gold these type of questions can wait. If you stray off too much or too long then you have to wait longer! Everyone misses something they sacrifice during their journey, but that's character building and this is how you force yourself to grow. Even someone like me has a soft spot for home I MISS MY DOG! but i just try to keep myself busy and continue being constructive so suki isn't without me for nothing. And when i get back i can get her whatever treats she likes. It's the same principle even if your around friends, you just have to miss a few nights out. If they are real friends they'll understand and once your done you can really have some fun. That's why the friends i have maybe few but are like family and it makes it even harder now im so far away. But i have all their support and that keeps me going and that's what is going to drive me to SUCCCCCEEEEEDDDDD!!!!!
Go for whatever you want and take the bull by the horns. The harder you hit the bigger the result. And don't go into war with a blunt sword! Don't rob yourself from taking a bow, you are the designer and creator of your show, and realise your the only one with the real power to destroy it. It's in YOUR HANDS!
Take A Bow - Leona Lewis
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Monday, February 16, 2009
Sleep is for the weak!
Well its been a crazy few sleepless nights.I managed to do the characters and an image with them for the GOT RICE crew stuff. Ill upload them so you can check it out. Sunday i actually played basketball and even though i was knackered afterwards i still worked through the night. It was also partly because i had a tournament at like 5 in the morning, it was on sapdeclub for the 5 k guarantee but i got my aces busted first hand to jack queen. Totally sucked!
I then entered a tournament for the 20 dollar freeroll but there was 580 something people so i entered for the chance to get quite a few spoy points but since it was only 20 dollar i went ALL IN first three hands. 4 6, j 4 and a 7. I won all 3 and there was at least 2 callers for each of them so i started playing properly. I managed to stay top 5 all throughout the tournament bluffing and catching a few people. BUT THEN! well there was only 29 people left and i was 3rd. I got ace king SUITED it looked so beautiful and people kept putting small stacks all in with a huge range, anything with an ace. I was going to put a small stack all in but then someone with about 3/4 of my stack raised to 10 000 i thought for a while then i pushed him All in. At the moment i thought maybe i should of just left it. But then he calls! He had a pair of 10's. I'm a bit worried but then a king comes on the flop straight away. there is also 2 clubs but i have spades. Then an ACE comes giving me two pair but its a club. I'm happy but that soon changes after i glimpse at his tens and find out HE HAS A CLUB but i think its OK, a club isn't going to come but of course IT DOES!. I'm gutted and i try to survive but i go out 19th! SO shameful i didn't make final table after staying top 5 all through out the game. And it was a long game which started between 6 and 7 in the morning i think. I even fell asleep at one point while the break was on and missed a couple of hands. The thing is i can't sit idly and do nothing even though i am 3rd that's a mistake most people do and it ends up taking longer then they thought to final table because the small stacks keep surviving and you end up final table with a small stack. BUT i probably should have left it since he had 3/4 of my stack.
Also yesterday i had the live 100 dollar rebuy at pokerstars. I actually did really well except one mistake i made. I was also lucky enough to be put on a calm table at the beginning and not a crazy rebuy table that Mr black always seems to be on ( he actually makes that happen) And i managed to bluff every single pot and dodge bullets every time. I didn't even have a rebuy and i didn't pay to enter either as i won a ticket from a free roll. I only did an add on which i didn't really have to do but everyone else did so i thought why not? so final table I start of one of the big stacks and so did Mr black. The guy who i will call the bounty hunter also made the final table with one of the big stacks but not the biggest at that point.
I call him the bounty hunter because he always wants to take out the thieves on the table and the bullies and his main targets always seem to be me and mr black for some reason. Unfortunately for him he was the only one who did a rebuy on our first table with me. well 4 rebuys all because he went all in with me when i actually hand the best hand.
So on the final table Mr black Kept trying to take out the small stacks but they kept on lucking out. So the table lasted a while and the blinds were going up mega fast. Now heres what i did wrong. At this point 3 people went out and there was 7 left. There was a girl who was super tight and there was the bounty hunter between us along with jack Nicholson and Philippe. Philippe and the tight girl were small and big blind. I needed to take their blinds. Lucky for me i got a pair of 10's. I think it was partly because every one folded to a small stacks all in which was 5000, i thought i was playing safe with only 2 people left to go out with both me and Mr black on the table, bounty hunter said he wasn't calling any of the all ins even folding ace king, because i was thinking about what i wrote last time which was just mid raise if they re raise all in you can fold and when bounty hunter said on the other table when you raise small you have a big hand so i mid raised to 6000. i then realised that was stupid because i only had 9000 left. I should of gone all in! They all would of folded. Basically Bounty hunter called! The flop was Small cards and a jack, 1 OVER! The next stupid thing was donate 3000 and of course he went all in. I folded because i figured Mr black would take everyone out. But i ended up in an all in with Mr black and The bounty hunter. I had queen 6 suited Mr black had 8's and the Bounty hunter had queen king. I Hit 2 pair so i survived but Mr black lost and the bounty hunter covered him. I was small stuck once i got in the money so i went all in with 5's which was my lucky number but i ran into kings and went out at 5th place. Not too bad i suppose Got 750 dollars which covered the Got rice crews buyings, rebuys and add ons leaving us with 50 dollars lol. But Still it was a GOT RICE victory lol. ONE MISTAKE!!!!!!!! its all it takes.
Let The Spirit - 04 Roots Manuva
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I then entered a tournament for the 20 dollar freeroll but there was 580 something people so i entered for the chance to get quite a few spoy points but since it was only 20 dollar i went ALL IN first three hands. 4 6, j 4 and a 7. I won all 3 and there was at least 2 callers for each of them so i started playing properly. I managed to stay top 5 all throughout the tournament bluffing and catching a few people. BUT THEN! well there was only 29 people left and i was 3rd. I got ace king SUITED it looked so beautiful and people kept putting small stacks all in with a huge range, anything with an ace. I was going to put a small stack all in but then someone with about 3/4 of my stack raised to 10 000 i thought for a while then i pushed him All in. At the moment i thought maybe i should of just left it. But then he calls! He had a pair of 10's. I'm a bit worried but then a king comes on the flop straight away. there is also 2 clubs but i have spades. Then an ACE comes giving me two pair but its a club. I'm happy but that soon changes after i glimpse at his tens and find out HE HAS A CLUB but i think its OK, a club isn't going to come but of course IT DOES!. I'm gutted and i try to survive but i go out 19th! SO shameful i didn't make final table after staying top 5 all through out the game. And it was a long game which started between 6 and 7 in the morning i think. I even fell asleep at one point while the break was on and missed a couple of hands. The thing is i can't sit idly and do nothing even though i am 3rd that's a mistake most people do and it ends up taking longer then they thought to final table because the small stacks keep surviving and you end up final table with a small stack. BUT i probably should have left it since he had 3/4 of my stack.
Also yesterday i had the live 100 dollar rebuy at pokerstars. I actually did really well except one mistake i made. I was also lucky enough to be put on a calm table at the beginning and not a crazy rebuy table that Mr black always seems to be on ( he actually makes that happen) And i managed to bluff every single pot and dodge bullets every time. I didn't even have a rebuy and i didn't pay to enter either as i won a ticket from a free roll. I only did an add on which i didn't really have to do but everyone else did so i thought why not? so final table I start of one of the big stacks and so did Mr black. The guy who i will call the bounty hunter also made the final table with one of the big stacks but not the biggest at that point.
I call him the bounty hunter because he always wants to take out the thieves on the table and the bullies and his main targets always seem to be me and mr black for some reason. Unfortunately for him he was the only one who did a rebuy on our first table with me. well 4 rebuys all because he went all in with me when i actually hand the best hand.
So on the final table Mr black Kept trying to take out the small stacks but they kept on lucking out. So the table lasted a while and the blinds were going up mega fast. Now heres what i did wrong. At this point 3 people went out and there was 7 left. There was a girl who was super tight and there was the bounty hunter between us along with jack Nicholson and Philippe. Philippe and the tight girl were small and big blind. I needed to take their blinds. Lucky for me i got a pair of 10's. I think it was partly because every one folded to a small stacks all in which was 5000, i thought i was playing safe with only 2 people left to go out with both me and Mr black on the table, bounty hunter said he wasn't calling any of the all ins even folding ace king, because i was thinking about what i wrote last time which was just mid raise if they re raise all in you can fold and when bounty hunter said on the other table when you raise small you have a big hand so i mid raised to 6000. i then realised that was stupid because i only had 9000 left. I should of gone all in! They all would of folded. Basically Bounty hunter called! The flop was Small cards and a jack, 1 OVER! The next stupid thing was donate 3000 and of course he went all in. I folded because i figured Mr black would take everyone out. But i ended up in an all in with Mr black and The bounty hunter. I had queen 6 suited Mr black had 8's and the Bounty hunter had queen king. I Hit 2 pair so i survived but Mr black lost and the bounty hunter covered him. I was small stuck once i got in the money so i went all in with 5's which was my lucky number but i ran into kings and went out at 5th place. Not too bad i suppose Got 750 dollars which covered the Got rice crews buyings, rebuys and add ons leaving us with 50 dollars lol. But Still it was a GOT RICE victory lol. ONE MISTAKE!!!!!!!! its all it takes.
Let The Spirit - 04 Roots Manuva
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